It's supposed to be the biggest tonight. However, I find no difference in the size from the other time I saw it in the sky. Wish I had a telescope.

Excited at seeing it again, I called my family to look at it. Then I messaged a few on my contact list. Those people staying in the hostels can't see it at all; WW said the sky is cloudy; Nut says that it is very bright and he can see craters and aliens waving to him. Hahaha. Just now I asked WW how come I was the only one who could see. Then he said, "Make a wish to Mars". I did.

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It's been a long time since I last had a haircut. I had always wanted to grow my hair long because I have only grown it long once. I cut short my hair then because I was finally convinced that I looked ah-ma-ish in long hair. So this time, my hair's long not because I want to have long hair but because I'm lazy to get a haircut. Perhaps a little bit of me also wants to try out long hair again but mainly it's the part about being non-carish. I told WW that I feel I don't care much about how I look anymore. No fancy haircut, no pretty clothes, boxes and boxes of shoes, colourful varnish, flawless complexion. I hate putting on makeup everyday to work. I sleep late and eat junk food. I have zits. My highlights are fading out. I look uglier than normal. That's the me right now. When MS told me about capturing my zits on his digicam, I didn't really think about it then. Then I remembered and I got a little more hardworking, applying some stuff on my face sometimes. It's quite embarrassing when a guy tells you he captured you on camera with zits. However it didn't work for long. I got back to the usual routine of just washing with facial cleanser. Anyway the extra stuff didn't seem to do much for my face since I don't get enough sleep.

Oh well, there's nobody in my life to look pretty for. He says I "dui bu qi" myself since I should want to look good for my own sake and not for someone else. Logically speaking, it is right. However, how many of us truly want to dress up and look great for ourselves all the time?