My stomach is feeling really empty. Yesterday, I didn't take breakfast, had a small bowl of century egg porridge for lunch and another bowl for dinner. Vomitted half of what I ate at night. Have been having a really sore throat which was further aggravated by dust from this box my mom dug out from the room. One thing led to another and I made stupid remarks I shouldn't have said. Already tired from the mindless quarrelling, I turned in early for once. Thought it would be good to have more rest. It was of no use as I ended up sleeping at around three in the morning because my head kept pounding and it was terribly uncomfortable to even swallow saliva. Oh well, back to my empty stomach. I didn't have breakfast again today. Ate a plate of plain porridge. Will be having that for dinner again.

Can't remember how many times I've fallen sick this year. I know the very first time I fell sick this year was during Chinese New Year. Food poisoning. Then I remember I took MCs twice after that. Growing terribly unfit and skinny. When I went to the clinic for a pre-employment medical checkup, the nurse was shocked at how light I am. Was quite sad. I was 4 kg heavier back in JC. How can that be? I lost a lot of weight from falling sick this year. Every time I fell sick, I would become even gaunter. Guess I need to start exercising soon. When my throat is feeling fine again, I will start. I must. Can't remember when was the last time I did any exercise.

This year is not good for me. Maybe it's a self-fulfilling prophecy. In the Chinese New Year period, there were a few pieces of predictions for Chinese horoscopes pasted at the escalators for people to read. Being kaypoh, I read and to my dismay, almost everything was bad. Not that I'm superstitious or blindly follow this kind of thing, but I think with regards to health and career, it's been pretty bad. Okay, at least I managed to find a job but for most of the year, I was suffering because of people politics and fear of not being able to find a job. Okay, I can't remember anything about love but it's been a dry spell too. Other than that, I missed my merit by so little. I think I can go on and on about a lot of things but I'm no whiner. (ha!) Besides, there are good things which have happened so I shan't complain. With the going away of the bad things, good will come. The new year is coming! I'm so looking forward to the year end camp (I really hope that I can make it!), Christmas, Chinese New Year! Woohoo. Chinese New Year is in January this year. I am surely going to be in top form when it comes so I can pig out with the fellow pigs. Yay yay yay!