It's Saturday. A long weekend for me.

Had a crazy night over at the smp chalet for the camp debrief. Many crazy games, lots of talking and gossip and when the time came for us to part, I felt sad. Like last year.

V is no longer going to be with SMP for the next run. I don't know whether to be happy or sad. Happy because he's going to do something else that will allow more room for self-growth. Sad because SMP will not be the same without him. He's the one whom we always looked to for advice and to learn from. Oh well.

Letting go. I wonder when I'll be able to do that more easily. I want to move on.

Am really very tired. Even after sleeping six hours, I still feel very tired. Will write later.