I woke up to see mom by my side asking me to read something somebody wrote. I ended up in tears and it reminded me of the time when he passed away. That morning when I woke up to sis crying by my side. Of course this time round it wasn't something of that degree but it felt like deja vu. There was fear that he would do something wrong, sadness and regret. It has been some time and I had no longer felt any resentment. I had long given acceptance and was happy for them.

I had never seen mom cry. Not even when I hurt her so much back then. The last time was when he passed away. Today I saw her wipe her eyes while she was at the sink. Her eyes gave her away and she finally said in a joking manner that she hadn't cried in donkey years.

I just hope this won't happen again.

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It's the season to part. People are leaving the workplace one after another. Just when I feel that I'm getting to know them better, they're gone. I know I should be happy for them. I am.

I finally watched the video Mr Teases-Me-Daily shot during J's farewell dinner. It reminds me of Candid Camera.

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Went out to take pictures yesterday with WW as he bought a new digicam. It was rather fun, especially at MacDonalds when we thought of stupid things to take pictures of. Met quite a lot of people yesterday. Saw Vic, Fio and one of our juniors back in calligraphy class. As usual Fio thought that WW is my boyfriend. Why do people assume that two people are together when they are seen together? Okay, I am guilty of that but no longer.

While waiting for WW yesterday at the MRT, there was this girl shouting at a woman older than her (presumably her relative). She was shouting something along the lines of "When do you not make me wait?" while crying tears of anger. The relative looked quite embarrassed and guilty.

So you see, small things like that can result in outbursts like that. People let things accumulate too much inside their hearts, thinking that they can take it but actually it's all boiling inside waiting to explode.

So talk more and relax more will you? I will.