I'm weary. Wasn't in the best of moods at work today and I got a little irritated when I got teased numerous times for the same thing.
Need a break. Last night, I was telling mom about how good it is to be a student. I know it's the usual contradiction that when you study, you hate it and you want to work and vice versa. But at least when I was studying, I had holidays. Now, I have to wait and see. And I think I've been waiting and seeing for most of the year now.
Saw a little girl last Sunday on the bus home. She was walking past me with her shoes clicking away. When I looked at her face, she smiled playfully. I could almost see "I love my new shoes!" written on her face. =)
I smiled back and continued smiling for a couple of minutes.
Fusag (from California),Z (an old schoolmate) and C (from Vancouver). I've been talking to three newly befriended people other than the usual suspects.
I still like the feeling of forming new friendships online, getting to know more about a person and sharing daily anecdotes. But I realised it's different somehow. Less enthusiasm. Fewer words.
I miss the conversations we had. Maybe that's why I dreamed of you those nights. Or maybe I do miss you after all?
But I know I'll never want to try to talk to you again.
One of those crazy nights. I will feel better when I wake up. Will forget.
2 Comments:
alamak.
:P
actually its great to be a student! i'll going to miss it all when its over and its time for me to (for lack of a better term) 'step into the real world'
merry x'mas
My last two years of uni were the best years in my life. Challenging yet fulfilling, full of rich experiences. Had no illusions that work life would be the same. Indeed, as we all go through work life, we invariably get worn out. Hope you have friends to lift you up, so that you can in turn be there for those who need you.
xuanxuan
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