When I took the lift today, this little boy from the fifth or fourth floor came in with his maid. It was not the first time I've seen them and I found the boy quite adorable. Today, he whispered loudly to his maid, "The same aunt!" The maid couldn't hear him properly the first time round and he whispered even louder, "The same aunt! etc etc etc" while looking at me.

I was very amused. Kids are funny. They would do silly things like hiding themselves under a curtain, thinking that you can't see them since they can't see you. Like the kid thought I couldn't hear him since he was whispering. Heh.

Oh yeap, Happy Children's Day! We're never too old to celebrate Children's Day. =)

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I hate spam. Everyday, 99% of the mail I receive will be deleted. Mails as follows:

For the under-developed and unhealthy
"Help for ringing ears"
"shampoo that makes your hair grow faster"
"Viagra delivered to your home"
"Lose weight while taking a shower"

For the gullible
"Super size your member"
"Your job sucks"
"You won't believe this!"
"You have won!"
"Get out of debt 3X faster!"
"Where have you been?"
"Please respond"

From those who can't spell
"Protect you assets"
"SWYFG Baet Phil at wrok ns

Diploma Pgarrom

Crtaee a more peosprrous fuutre for youserlf

Receive a flul dioplma from non actcedired
untversiiies bsaed upon yuor rael life experiecne

You wlil not be tetsed, or iniervtewed
Reviece a Msetar's, Baehcolr's or Doctorate

Clal 24 huros a day 7 days a week

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These are just some of the spam mails I've received today. Sometimes it is rather funny to read the titles but most of the time it is just plain irritating to keep deleting and deleting. I hardly ever get any real email!

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Does it feel that bad to not have someone to love in that special way? In their words, "someone to target". They feel it is sian having no one to target. I don't know. In the past I used to find infatuation interesting or even somewhat enjoyable. Because you don't have any clear answers, there is the freedom and excitement. The flutter in your heart when you see that person. Even a smile or the presence of that someone can make you float for hours or bring a smile to your face the whole day. I guess for me, that was a long time ago. Maybe when you get the answers, it is not that fun anymore. That you actually choose to be sian rather than getting hurt.