So, I'll be on course tomorrow. It's a lobo course so I get to relax a bit. Well, maybe not. Hope the big servant doesn't talk to us all the time. Then I can attend the course in peace! Yippeee.

It was a long weekend and when I got into the office today, I opened my mailbox and saw it flooding. It wasn't the first time and this time round, I was all right. I'm glad. The first few times I saw it flood, I really wanted to go to the loo because I got too nervous. It's not funny. Yes, I'm still getting used to work. I know it's been more than a month but I seriously think I need more time. It's really been information overload all the way until now and my brain feels like a very lousy sponge. My brain reacts fastest when it comes to lunchtime. After lunchtime, it just goes downhill for more than an hour before resuming to normal.

Food. I got a lot of food for New Year. Sis and I went to stock up on junk food and I really, really look forward to eating all that junk. Look forward to gaining a bit of weight too! Hope I don't fall sick AGAIN.

Received an email from Sis Terri. Glad she's happy over there. She tells me to look at the Japan embassy website and look for opportunities to teach in Japan. I smile to myself when I read her email.

There are many things I would love to do. Things like studying in Japan, experiencing life elsewhere, knowing that I can see and feel so much more than presently. However I know that at least for the next five to ten years, I will be at my present position. Maybe after that, I then can map and carry out what I have to do. I'll just have to keep reassuring myself that when I am financially ready, I will also be mentally ready to step out of this comfort zone I have been in all my life. Like Sis Terri, I will be brave enough to make that big jump to pursue my dreams, whatever they may be.