...and the taste of dried-up hopes in my mouth...

It's yet another week. I think I sound like I'm repeating my sentences every week or so. How boring is that?

It's been raining since last night. I had actually planned to go out today to do some shopping but decided against it in the end. Spent some time talking to PL then wasted the whole afternoon doing nothing much. I feel very unmotivated. An average youth around my age should be full of enthusiasm and energy; J is taking on two tuition jobs on top of a full time career, thinking of upgrading herself by taking the CFA course, another friend is a management trainee at Cycle & Carriage and having plans to be an entrepreneur. Me? I'm not saying I have to have a brilliant career or anything like that; things can really be simple yet perfect but I think I really need to know what I want to do, about what will make me happy. It's not that I never started thinking about it but I haven't really got an answer so far. Where are the missing jigsaw puzzle pieces?

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WW has been behaving silly for quite some time. Oh well, not just some time. It's been a long time. Got permission to post this (Read from bottom up) :

"Date : 3/7/04 Time : 6:45 PM
To : ME
heheheh

Date : 3/7/04 Time : 6:44 PM
From : WW
haha... i dun mind. maybe someone will noe the answer

Date : 3/7/04 Time : 6:44 PM
To : ME
I'lll post this later

Date : 3/7/04 Time : 6:44 PM
To : ME
hahahah

Date : 3/7/04 Time : 6:43 PM
From : WW
dunnoe.


Date : 3/7/04 Time : 6:43 PM
To : ME
where to buy

Date : 3/7/04 Time : 6:43 PM
To : ME
haizzz.

Date : 3/7/04 Time : 6:43 PM
From : WW
i want gf for my bdae

Date : 3/7/04 Time : 6:43 PM
From : WW
:)

Date : 3/7/04 Time : 6:43 PM
To : ME
=)

Date : 3/7/04 Time : 6:42 PM
From : WW
bleah

Date : 3/7/04 Time : 6:42 PM
To : ME
LOL

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Shrugs. Okay, the clock has struck 12. It's time to go to bed so I'll be ready for the week's challenges. Really wanted to say crap instead of challenges but I will be positive.

I'll be brave. Pray for me. I'll be a good kid.