Back and forth.

I have had no inspiration to write since the last time I wrote. Nothing wrong with that, just that I feel I have had a lot to say but by the time I sit in front of this screen again, it's just typing, backspacing, typing, backspacing.

If you could erase things from your life by using just a backspace key, would you? It seems so dangerous, isn't it? You can just erase all the good memories together with the bad ones.

Watched Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind. MS asked if it brought back any memories of any past relationships. At that moment, my mind was point blank. Was too busy trying to fit all the pieces together and I hadn't really thought of it that way until he asked. That night, I thought a lot. Even up to this very second, I'm still thinking. Answers don't come easily.

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I have come to a bottleneck these days. Whether in work or relationships, I can't seem to make things work the way I want them to. Everytime I try to get past something I want to, instead of moving forward, I take a step back. Or maybe it's more than a step back.

To think on the bright side, perhaps it's neither a totally good nor bad thing.