Betrayal

Just found out something really shocking. I didn't get the job I applied for in the past because my superior said rubbish to human resource. I don't know what she said exactly and why but I suspect it was the period when the bitch spoke bad about me behind my back. Literally. In retrospect, I no longer feel guility for treating the bitch as transparent when I walked past her recently. I should have shot her a dirty look.

Even though I told myself I was okay about working somewhere else, I felt disappointed. I gave three years of my life to that place. Three years amounted to nothing but betrayal at the end. If you remember, I was waiting and waiting for so long after the interview that I gave up, thinking that it was my poor showing at the interview. Do you know how low my confidence level dropped then? Just a few careless words thrown away cost me a career there.

Was it jealousy? I was only an undergraduate, what was the big deal? Were they scared that I would be their superior someday? Fools. All of them fools.

I was too naive. I gave my best and I got stabbed in the back.

It's a big joke that I only got to know this one year down the road.

-end of rant-