Even though I had only a couple of hours sleep each night during the camp, I was feeling rejuvenated. Like what I was telling Kiddy today, it doesn't really matter how many days of leave we take but rather, the quality of the time we spend outside work. We were just talking at her workstation when she suddenly had tears form in her eyes and she started tearing. Weariness. Disappointment. Negativity. Sometimes I wish I had the power to make people happy. Solve their problems. Wash away all the unhappiness.

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The camp made me think quite a lot. I was thinking about my lack of commitment towards the preparation of the activity, how work was consuming me, how I have drifted apart from my friends, what meaning do I find in work and life outside work. I was tired and frustrated. I didn't feel like trying. I just wanted to stop moving. I wanted things to change for me, rather than having to change things.

Not that the camp changed everything but it did place a few more things back into perspective. So I'm glad that I did go for the camp.

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Met MS for dinner tonight and pigged out. Someone's got attached recently. =) Amidst the emotional tangles here and there, I really hope that things turn out fine for the people involved.