Keeping secrets and letting go~epiphany.

I was looking at my friend's blog when I came across these two links

http://postsecret.blogspot.com and http://www.livejournal.com/community/sgsecrets

Some of the secrets are so dark it hurts to know that there are actually people who would have to live with them for the rest of their lives. Are there any secrets that you would want to post on these sites, knowing that you would never reveal them to even the people closest to you?

Coincidentally, I was told and asked to keep a secret today. The difficult part wasn't about keeping the secret but rather, it was about maintaining an objective point of view and trying to dish out good advice. I nearly cried because I felt quite affected by what I felt could happen. Like I was about to lose someone I treasure, again.

Then I remembered how the same feeling came to me on a few occasions.

Then I suddenly understood.That the sadness I felt at one point in time wasn't due to losing a connection {a lot like love}. I actually am sad to the same degree whenever I feel I'm going to miss/lose anyone I cherish a lot. Anyone. Not just him.

Maybe I have just been fooling myself for about four years now.