Bits and pieces

Melancholy strikes tonight.

I miss you, you, you, you to the power of infinity.

I miss the simplicity of some things.

I miss part of the old me.

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The workers are coming tomorrow. The furniture shop person says that the furniture can't be delivered till next week. So this weekend would be freed up and I can probably go for a haircut. Need it badly. Oh, the girls were just talking about going to the same hairdresser the other day (refer to earlier entry on haircut)... I didn't expect to refer so many customers to him. Hahaha.

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There's a change in my job title from April onwards. I feel nothing.

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The flat looks like a rubbish bin now that everything's placed in the hallway.

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My piano teacher skipped my lesson. She hasn't got back to me on why she skipped it and when she can reschedule my lessons. Feeling a bit pissed.

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Depressing things at work. As usual.

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When I was small, I used to think I can stay kind and good. 99%! Haha. Not that I'm super evil or mean now but I feel it's really hard to be even close to 70% good. Every frown, grumble, complaint, gossip, harsh word etc etc makes me feel that I am only 60% these days.
I want to be 99% again. So I have to consciously watch my behaviour and thoughts. Alas, when I am feeling cheery and happy and try to spread the joy, the girls say I behave crazily.

ok, nite.