Do you have any idea why it's been raining so heavily? It's been more than a little chilly. My toes are cold. Messaged CJWD on the change of plans tomorrow but I think he was already asleep. So tomorrow, we are not going to East Coast. No sun, sand and sea because there's probably not going to be any sun considering the wet weather we're having. Super suay that is. PL was just saying just now that whatever we organise, it will rain out. I don't want to concur. If it's really the truth, then the reason for raining so heavily these days is because the sky knows the war games people are organising an outing tomorrow. That is super sad.

Oh okay, it's already today. 1 a.m. and I've just started to yawn.

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People talk about closure sometimes. Like me. When I thought about closure, I would have this mental picture of two sides closing a gap. Now, I know that it can be just one person holding the door knob and closing the door. That's closure for me when I know I can never get the other person to close the gap with me.

Are you happy now? I would guess so. I am happy too. Happy that you're happy most probably and happy that I've learned to close the door myself. Although I still hear sounds behind the door sometimes, I have learned to be happy with what I see on my side. My side has flowers blooming in magnificence I had never learned to appreciate then.

Now I see all the colours. They are beautiful. It is springtime again.