Got back my CDs from JY on Monday. Having not touched them for quite some time, I listened to one of them and I wonder why I got it in the first place. Except for the "Sadness" by Enigma, the rest don't sound good to me. Felt rather disappointed while listening to it just now.

It's been a tough week. Just now I broke down and cried. It's ironic I'm writing this down here when I actually locked myself in my room but I guess it doesn't really matter now. It's all so contradictory. Sometimes I don't want any company at all yet I go online to talk to people. I think I'm one pathetic soul. I don't know what I actually want. I guess I'm lonely. Like what a friend described, maybe we're just selective about the company we seek.